It’s a hard knock life, I heard it once described. Sigh. I keep having these odd dreams. I am sure they are an accumulation of my stresses. Though I just wish they would be a little more non-chaotic.
Many things are going on right now. I don’t blog about my job, simply because of the risk, but there is enough there alone to make one loose hair. Then add family along with life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness and well you become a hamster in a wheel running for no other reason than it is there.
Strange dreams… I often break out my dream book and go over some of the Symbolism or research it online. Just to see how things connect from life into my subconscious state.
I know one day things will calm down. I’ll get more rest. It used to be that when I had dreams those were the nights I got the best sleep. Now it just seems each night of sleep is like a blur. I eventually fall asleep and poof I wake up the next morning as if it was just a few seconds later.
Sigh… I need to relax more and one reason why I started my blog and started focusing more on writing. Which I have been doing, working on a sci-fi story that is, but not much on my blog as I’d like.
I’m confident things will open up here soon and begin to flow better. I just have to hang in there, keep my eye on target, and my mind focused.
I think I’ll start playing with my dreams again. When I was much much younger I use to try and influence my dreams, try to exert some control in what, how, etc was visualized. I think I’ll start goofing off with that again. If nothing else it will be a break from the stream of pure chaos I’ve experienced lately.
Meanwhile… this is a good start:
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aka Soulbound Heart