For the first time in a long time I am actually looking forward to a birthday.
I dunno why really.
Its not like I have a promise of any uber kewl gift or any special plans laid out.
I’m just excited for my birthday to be around the corner.
It’s been a long time for me to get this excited of October.
For a while there it seemed like each birthday something new had to drastically happen and be the next level of poop in my life. Oddly enough the stage is set for rough time with both my parents nearing points in their lives that well, bluntly, will pass. I just started a new job so there is always that stress. There is the new venture of trying to make this game streaming work, which was a fun idea between my eldest and I. So there is lots of things just janga stacked up in life right now but … oddly it doesn’t really bother me.
I dunno it’s like a little kid inside is dancing around screaming “Damn it I want to have fun” and I have that overwhelming sense of levity when I think of my approaching b-day. Sooo woot… I can’t wait to see what will come of it.
I decided to order a nerdblock and loot crate for my b-day month. So I can’t wait to see if they are worth all the rage I hear and see on the net. If nothing else I’ll have some fun swag to give my angles and share in having fun with them.
I am closer to being done with my novel, which adds to the positive feeling and vibe right now. I still have that dream of creating a kickstarter or something and trying to get it published.
All in all things are moving, I can’t tell in what direction but for once I really am not trying to stress to much about it. Instead I’ll deal when I get to the destination.
Though it’s that destination for which I suffer much antici…
-Static MagickStatic Magick
aka Soulbound Heart