So yeah, apparently you carrying doesn’t care for me to attempt to raise funds on their site. :/
However, this young man can always use your support!
Meanwhile, I have been really fighting hard to keep my mind and soul focused.
Depression and anxiety has really been tough this season.
The anniversary of loosing full time employment combined with many other facts has just sucked.
Though as many have reminded me; I must stop and count my victories.
I have has several.
Re-finding old friends.
Refueling love, kindness, and the spirit that guides us all.
Wonderful old friends.
Tough family and just as stubborn as I.
Found some new ways to make money, which has in the past been the one blessing I could always count on. It seemed to dry up most of 2017, but late in the game, enough came in to keep at least some meds and food on the table.
I think about our world. I think about our children. Many of you who do not play online games, may not be aware how dominated online gaming is by certain cultures. Honestly, when I was younger I would laugh and taunt stiff suited politicians who blamed video games for the ills of children. I can see know how they could get confused. If they are not part of the culture or at least exposed to it. I’ve written several times about troll culture and other negative things I have found. I can’t help but wonder…
When the world needs this generation to step up, can they? Will they? Or will they over react like some on twitter now do daily…
I can’t help but wonder what foundation is being laid now, in these kids, that will make them the women and men they are to be when that moment we all have happens. That moment we make a choice that defines us.
I’ve struggled with faith in humanity, in people, in this world for a bit now. I’ll freely admit it. Only a very select few souls have reminded me that what I use to hold dear as the truth may still exist out there.
Where will this year an the next several take us?
One of my favorite youtube channels jokingly stated that since it was pretty much universal that 2017 was the worse year around the world, that 2018 will either be the year an asteroid hits us or the aliens land. I cracked up when just a week or so after that is when the Freedom of Information Act release came out on the top secret UFO monitoring program that we had for years more recently.
Who knows. Certainly not I.
I use to think I could read the tea leaves, see the steps just a few moments before the average bob. Meh. Now, as beaten and bruised as I have allowed myself to become, I can’t tell which way is up half the time.
The great news of all of this though is I am at my lowest weight in 20 years!
I know this post seems really random.
I have a feeling they will only get more chaotic before order returns in some sense.
If there ever was any order…
Well I digress, certainly before someone starts playing the Doogie Howser epilogue music!
still got something of humor left,Static Magick
aka Soulbound Heart